i am so bored..

rmb 1 of my entry which i talk about the POH's stubbornness?
let me prove this correct again..
i have accompany ahgong for the last 16 hours..
we have took turns to tell him the good things..
like tell him to go peacefully n etc..
he is still holding on..
despite his last breath alrdy..
he is STILL holding on duno for wat reason..
SEE?
STUBBORN is inside POH blood.

his temperature keeps dropping..
his right leg is alrdy dead..
becz there is a blood clog there..
then whole leg swollen and vein turns black..
theres some fluid comin out from there..
we place tissue to prevent it spreadin on
the mattress..
i went to change the tissue..
the SMELL is damn terrible..
its 1000000000000 times worst than shit..
its decomposed alrdy..
i run to toilet vomit..
its a very very very bad smell..
i cant describe it...

one of the strange thing:
we try pulling his hand up..
but it will softly put down..
after i light the joss sticks for the ancestors,
his hand suddenly lift up by itself..
i believe there are alot of "ppl" inside his room..
who wants to bring him go...

time: 417am
onli me and mama awake..
i am really ok.. alrdy drink 6 cups of coffee..
i scared mama will faint anytime..
ask her slp she dun want...
she is awake for 23 hours alrdy..
running here n there...

*pana
bbq any prob pls call me..
i think i cant appear on any of the 3 days..
money issue pls follow the list i gave or discuss with ahmao.
otah faster go order at the black uncle tt shop asap..
satay order le.. on tt day 430pm go take..