*headache*

hands swollen again.. been drinking the past 3 nights?
alot of liquor, beer. nv sleep much...



I JUST WANT TO FAST FAST COMPLETE THE TEST!

drunk every single night. just to fall aslp without u appearing when i close my eyes. i not emo la! its the truth...

doing business is like i must go out entertain n know ppl. i dun like sia.. so fake.. but bo bian.. hope the remaining stocks will arrive, its afew times my monthly pay!
work hard pls pohkeong.

KOL sucks btw. halfway thru and its midnight alrdy.

每天告诉自己一切都会过去，
但夜夜想的还是你。

HDB sent letter informing cancellation. ok.
LL stare at it and go for a shower.
on laptop, check inbox,
Jewellery shop sent email to inform they have cancel my order.

DOUBLE blows!

the proposal ring has the "WOW" effect. something tt will definitely give u a shock.
but u nv got the chance to see it anymore. cost nearly 5 digits, custom made. i have secretly went to do it after jeffery's proposal la! deposit gone!
sad tt i am not the fortunate guy to give u the ring....

In my heart, i really hope tt u live well, no1 will bully u.
hope u can really find a man tt can take care of u better than i do.


i'm flying again soon. time will heal my pain n sadness but u live forever in my heart, sherlyn ler. u duno how much i miss hugging u, telling u tt i love u so muchy!

*this is a dead blog, i believe u would nv expect me to come back here writing so much rubbish. but sad to say, this is the only place tt i can talk to. i cant talk to my friend, my colleague, my family. No1.*

Worst time is when i'm sick.

used to have ur TLC, but found myself fighting this illness myself..
doctor say..... everything is good, losing weight, pressure going down..
but lose weight too fast makes the body weak..
walao... everything oso u say leh doctor!
i will be fine after this whole lorry of antibiotic..

CMFAS b4 i grad from murdoch,
Tag Heuer watch by year end,
shift sports/honda fit by 2013 end.

i will clear it 1 by 1..

U LIVE IN MY MEMORIES

a small getaway...

i will come back stronger..

i want to earn alot alot alot of $$$..

1st thing on my shopping list,
Rolex..



no matter how far or near i am,
the moment u left my view, i will be worried about you.
its something so natural within me...
promise me tt u will take good care..

even its a small op, i was damnnnnn worried bout u..
thnk god tt i am able to be by ur side...
how much i wanna tell u tt i'm so scared n worried.
but i can jus act like friend, and jus like friend...

hope u get well soon...


i'm down with some weird swollen finger again..
n i'm leaving for hk in 3 days time...
doctor was telling me how pain it is.....
i feel like telling the doctor, how to feel if u dun have heart anymore...

sickness, wound and cut will heal,
but what about this heart of mine?

From couple back to friend.
how much my heart ache...
how much i want to tell u that i love u so much..

when u told me ure sick,
i just wanna rush down just to take a look at u...

i cant.
its not the same anymore.. i hold my emotion.
i miss u the most...

no matter what happened,
ure the 1 i love most... n ure oso the 1 who hurt me the most...


Take good care ya..
my heart is painful, but i have to just slowly, gradually, let u go.....

i'm back after nearly 3 yrs of absent from this space.
i believe no1 will be reading this anymore le.
but nonetheless, let here be a place for me to talk all my feelings.....

i tot u will be my wife, the only 1 i want to take care of forever,
u choose to leave...
i cried for 1 whole day. i din talk to anyone. i ask myself why...
i duno...
my heart ache soooo much, this will forever be the worst pain ever.
i let u go... i din not wan to question myself or u.
i know it takes 1 reason to be together and 1000 to break up.
From my painful heart, i hope u will be happy always..
any point of time, pls rmb theres me that always wanted to want to care n love u.

I tot life will be good, if i strive hard, work hard and etc, i'm wrong.
reality sucks. $$$ is still the most impt factor.
i swear, i will not be rich, i will be flirty rich.

Good bye, good night pk.