GONE.
he pass away so peacefully and quietly at 1230am..
without a word.
sister heard a puff from him, and byeeeee..

i was sleeping..
becz my shift is from 2am onwards..
i didnt spend the last breath with him..

i am like sooooooooooooooo tired can....
i cry until i so no energy..
no matter wat he also live under the same roof as me
for 18 yrs..
i see the hopeless face when he is bring into the coffin,
i cant help myself..
i was the 1 who nail the nails...
my eyes are like super polish alrdy......

now i just wanna slp first..
lady look after during day time,
guy during nite time.

the wake is from monday to friday...
OMG.. will be tiring..
GONE!

miss is gone too..
i really no mood to bid her bon voyage this morning...
hope she has a wonderful time at bkk..
and i miss her too!!!

*COMA mode