my sis bought me a ring..
on the way home..
i maciam king of gamble..
took it out and turn turn..
i fall aslp.
woke up in a rush,
got down the bus,
the ring cant bear to alight the bus..
gone the ring...
arrrghhh..
1 day nia lehhhh...
shag..

sk transfer agree alrdy..
haha!
looks like wsd backyard gonna be so quiet alrdy..
no more shouting of "CB" from the backyard,
no more "i love this place" from the backyard..
hmm..
fab leaving soon oso..
looks like every1 seems to be leaving..
great,
i oso must find a good day and quit oso..
after qutting, i noe what i can do le..
but i might end up in jail?
LOL..
wish sk ALL the best man!!
so there n spray ur juice!!!

i suddenly got shows to watch..
HAHA..
miss and i were making full use of the sch network..
sending time is just soooooooooooooooo fast..
hua yang shao nian shao nv..
and i oso got the xiao zhu and da S show..
LOL...

after joggin,
i feel so niceeeee..

Old mr poh,
old and weak.
he is hungry, he is thirsty.
he is aching, he is suffering.
he lay down with tears ard his eyes..
despite all,
he remains quiet and continue suffering.

mr poh.
he work and work.
he work and sometimes suffer hardships.
his tired face shows all.
despite all,
he come back home dinner,
watch tv with us and remain quiet and go n slp..

mr poh cheng keong.
as like the 2 elders, will remain in silent
even during sec sch,
his best pal onli noe about the happy side of
the relationship, he didnt see the ugly side b4!

becz we noe, we are strong enuff.

i am a sin man now..
pana and yq complain say y i nv tell them.
i nv tell becz nth is happening now.
really!
they 2 gang up against me liao..
i am done liao..
helpppppp!

remember,
silent doesnt means nothing is happening.
:)

i have my hair cut at far east..
shop name is pointers.
then cut very fast.
he help me style until i like very beng..
sis and cousin congrats me on attainting the next lvl
of beng..
LOL..

i have the cable car and mandarin hotel prices check
for V.day.
i steady bo..
cable car sit 2 hours inside turn n turn..
the food not very nice..
mandarin hotel eat candle light dinners..
very cheap, $500 plus nia..
F. eat gold ar!!!!!
but wat for..
good nite every1....

rio READ here!

team report from my view.
we are slow..
we pass out the ball too slow..
movement is good..
we dun have good stamina,
we are not pro or playin for sch etc.
we play for fun.
but we always win.
y?
we are gettin wiser.
we play slow and we let the opponent come at us.
we have fast running players,
which we always try counter.
we have a stable gk in pana.
we have the experience of bob and me.
we have trickery of yq.
we have consistant players like jason and chok chong etc..
together, we are a team.

let me scold u first..
KNN..
dun say u do shit behind.
shit stuffs must do together..
u alone cant finish all de..
nvm u still dun understand..
solo cant win..
we are a team..
i see when i playing with u all quite well leh..
i nv play nia knn, kp liao..
y? everybody refuse to talk!
simple!
u want to play ur game,
he wants to play his own style of game.
then every1 diff diff..
tts y!

my game plan now do i still need to say?
i believe u all by heart noe my style le bah..
u and gene center run.
bob at the side
yq infront,
i behind screaming,
pana slp behind.
dun make urself as god,
then demoralised the others.
mental very impt..
encourage them..
i see u all as good players.
if not i wont be playing lor..
just tt every1 seems to bo chap.
and recently i oso starting to bo chap liao..

ur mouth did u wrong rio..
we are not as bad as u think..
stamina is impt, but heart and soul more impt..
go n think!
in the end, win or lose,
we, brothers sweat, go lunch, talk craps n luff,
and go home le.
so, have fun!

took mrt to sch today.
damn slow la..
prefer bus..
but bo bian, stomachache.
nowadays in class, prefer to chiong finish work.
then Sleep!
lol..

mahjong session with ricky, alex and pana..
3 hours.
i no win no lose.
started with $12, end with $12..
beginner luck? u nv noe..

pana drive us to geylang eat curry rice..
rather full now..
his driving is ok..
i expect him to be slow n etc..
no leh..
quite fast..
but hor, his turning make me very xin ku..
not bad not bad..

thnks every1 for the encouragement.
fate ba..
:)

i didnt slp last nite.
my eyes simply cant closed.
its u..

i tot
1) i have a calm brain
2) my harden shoulders can take any pressure
3) i can use my heart more
WRONG!

ytd nite,
my brain stop working.
my much harden shoulders feel a big task for me.
my heart onli got 1 direction tt i want to go.
its u..

so.
my soccer khakis,
i heard kenna owned again huh?
see lah? i not ard to scold,
every1 slacking again rite.
but i got some probs.
i wish to have a more settled mind
before i continue my relationship with the ball.
i will sms u all again...
soccer is my life, i wont do anything to my life tt is
WRONG!

miss amanda ng yong.
she is my ex.
she is heartless.
she has got no more place in me.
she is GONE.
i duno how u gonna believe me,
but then,
its u.

i seriously oso have my worries.
i dun want to play, try and etc like a 13, 14..
i dun want to lose a fren.
tts y i have nv rush.
i told u becz i want my feeling to be heard.
the usually composed me now seems to lose my cool.
very not me.
because,
its u.
Wrong meh?

becz of a word,
love...

for the past 1 hour..
i am tryin v hard..
trying to stay focus..
i seems to be losing it..
it has been sooooooooooooo long i have this feeling..
concentrate,
concentrate,
concentrate,
you.
i dun nid to explain more.

here i am,
just reach home..
9 hours non stop action of work..
i think i understand how is sk feeling now.
its more than the word shag..
its sth more than terrible..
i cant explain it..
i noe my body gonna ache tml when i wake up..

but still,
i think i am gonna go down n jog abit..
yup!
the most i sleep early tonite..

ytd i was laying on bed..
tossing n turning..
browsing thru the calender,
holy shit!
%#^%$#&*%$!^^$*#^$@#$@#$@#
looks like i got a decision to make..

girl..
u are beautiful,
u are nice,
u make guy heart beat faster,
u are the only 1.
but when the words from ur mouth contains:
FUCK, KNN and etc,
BYE.
normally for me,
i dun appreciate this type of girl..
was working then see this beautiful JC girl.
75 marks
"sibei dulan my father,
knn de lor.."
-75 marks
i oso wondering where she get the lan to du..
真失望..

*我真想.....*

superman at work.
2 rollcages to clear.
DONE.
write the stupid order forms.
DONE.
keep 9 veg baskets of frozen items.
DONE.
push back all trolleys.
DONE.
cover the fridges.
DONE.
steady bo?
lol.. now i freak sian.
went to bath without my shorts and underwear.
left shouting in the bathroom for my sis help..
LOL!

i was reading a blog.
i kept luffing to myself.
sometimes,
dont try to know too many things,
it harmful.
let things just flowwww...
but nv underestimate me.
i noe alot but i will shut up.
i will just surprise u.
haha.
i am free on this beautiful
morning of the 12th of feb.
HAHAHA!
carry bags!
go there will bring things there!!!
aiyo!! jking with u onli.
danny has got big brain ok.

btw, ytd my entry.
thnks all of u for the tag.
like wat fab said,
i am like a dick,
i will bounce back like a erect dick.
its onli matter of time onli.
:)

MOTIVATION
Since the day i am born,
who have motivated me?
Nah.. none..

Every1 noe i play soccer quite well..
from the day i started kicking,
nobody will come up to me and say,
"boy, well done. continue to play well."
nobody.

almost all will tell me,
"boy, u play for wat? study good can alrdy,
play until body all injured."
encouragement = study.
even i best at soccer oso lidat.


onli a 1 will tell me to continue
kicking..
continue terroring,
continue commanding.
he is gone alrdy.

i have lack of support.
but i dun want ppl ard me to suffer tt too.
tts y i keep scolding u ppl.
to see if u all can raise up to my challenge.

recently i lost all my own motivation to kick.
normally its 3 times kicking every week.
now it has been 3 weeks since i kick.
its my life, i play it, breathe it.
i lost my gf, argue with parents becz of it.
now then i lost interest in it.
how ironic life can be.

i need a word from any1.
a word tt can motivate me to start my this terrible
engine to start moving again.
sianz!

i start writing these.
becz i saw my cousin essay question.
"whats the best encouragement u got?"

FUCK. i got none.

today work 1pm..
ok lor..
kinda of relax maybe becz really enuff slp..

back home..
did all the housework..
at least mom come back,
my ears not aching..
phew..

online since 730..
hell bored..
lao niang not ard...

time to sleep.

nitez.

It was beautiful,
peaceful,
relaxing
saturday at work.
everything goin so fine, so nice..

but as usual,
shit always happened..

i was doing my work.
then this xiao mei mei wearing pri sch uniform came to me..
"uncle, u have this anot?"
to much of my amaze,
of all words in the world,
UNCLE!
chui..

i turn back, take a look at her name..
Felicia.
"felicia, i think i older than u by abit more onli leh"
the girl then very "cute".. *cb*
"uncle uncle uncle....." the chant continue..
OMG..
shag..
sian 1/2..
the working aunties all luff at me..
hai..
tt stupid girl..
Ass..

does anybody noe where is Square2???
i nv heard b4 siaaaaa.....
LOL..

its goin 2am..
i want to sms that lao niang liao..
wahaahaha..

work hard!
wat for?
work hard!
no extra pay
work hard!
gets nothing
its a responsibility.

lady.
wear short skirt,
wear stocking,
make up put thick thick,
let the boss go crazy over you,
everything go your way.

while in the opposite camp,
work so hard,
scold!
correctly done,
oso scold!

she works real smart.
thumbs up for her.
*clap clap*
sales so poor,
people so many over there.
because?
wear short skirt,
wear stocking,
make up put thick thick,
let the boss go crazy over her,
everything go her way.

its a very tiring day for me.
ytd slpt abit.
rather SHOCK to see so many things left for me today.
nonetheless,
i start working.
she, "u help me stand at the counter there."
halo!
its diff department. when u here, of course u do lah.
i dun care.

after awhile come pester me again,
"help me bring out my stuffs leh.."
i told her nicely i got more than double of her work.
"aiya! dun do lah, come help me."
SELFISH!
y?
because
wear short skirt,
wear stocking,
make up put thick thick,
let the boss go crazy over her,
everything go her way.

of course, i ignore her.

if u are a supervisor,
behave like 1.
be like 1 by showing tt u r capable.
u have the capability to do work.
not leaving ppl with impression that
u wear short skirt,
u wear stocking,
make up put thick thick,
let the boss go crazy over you,
everything go your way.

work hard?
its responsibility.
work smart?
its necessary.
but to a extend.

to all my girl friends.
dun be like her.
wear until skimpy skimpy.
try to charm the boss.
but others will onli call u jian.
to me, my words not very good.
i will onli start to $%^*(*&^% again..
cb!

while people continue to suffer and still workin hard,
she continues wearing short skirt,
she continues wearing stocking,
continue make up put thick thick,
let the boss go crazy over her,
everything go her way.

thats the part i hate most!

Ready or not! Here i come!

its a beautiful tuesday evening.
i was cycling slowly to work.
saw this grp of children at the void deck playing
hide and seek.
the catcher got turn rounds and rounds with closed eyes,
hands on the face and FACE THE WALL.
his fren ran away to hide.
10,9,8,....,3,2,1!

Ready or not! Here i come!

Bang! the poor boy hit the wall and fall on the floor.
the scence is so funny that i cant stop luffing..

i so tired..
i want to sleeeeeeeeeeep..

haiii..

the most valuable thing a man can get?
a woman's heart.
guys. cherish!

*now i am really du lan,
i be good guy, become bad guy.*

HAppy 19th birhday to yongquan..

i planned with his sister to open door for me and alex at midnight..
i guess her sis was too nervous,
key put in liao but turn wrong side,
keep saying canot open.
In the end, alex just need 1 sec to open the door.
LOL!
we 2 chiong into his room,
CB.
sibei hiao..
put pimple cream playing FM..
he looks shock to us!
hApPy birthday!!

went national stadium to watch soccer..
with jt, alex, yq.
alex managed to get alot alot alot of free food.
thnks to his tt fren.
this is the first time i at stadium eat until so full.
funniest moment,
jt, alex and me were coming back from toilet..
we were talking about this pretty and sexy mom we saw..
but out of nowhere,
JT step on a pool of water and he slip and fall..
HHHHAHAHahahHAAAaaaaaahHAHhahahaaaaaahahahaha...
the water splash onto the ppl sittin infront.. HAHA!
spots of water can be seen on their shirt..
i just couldnt stop luffing..
just too funny...

its a nice tuesday..
i woke up at 10am, eat, slp at 12pm..
woke up 4pm..
i am not a pig..
but becz i sick, i prefer to sleep sleep sleep..
4 ulcers.. song bo!!!

i just realise i got abit of troubles with myself..
but i am superman!!!!!
i just need awhile...

i wonder y would miss want to have dinner inside cable car..
i say dinner inside goods van will be 100% possible.
but u said its nonsense.. HAHA!

i am sick.
SICK.
CB.
SICK.
KNN.
SICK.
KNNBCCB.
SICK.
FUCK.

coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing,coughing, sneezing.
its enough to get my lungs damage.

when did superman get so weak?

hi..
gentlemen,
yq bday coming soon..
ya..
gimme money by friday, 12 of jan 10pm..

till today,
onli stef, jason and me..

after friday,
dun bother to give me le..
i wont go ard begging for money..
i wont be like a idiot..
sooooo..
this time u all wont see me pestering..

my mood this few days have been
errrr,
very bad...
very very bad...
i dun want to talk about it...
fuck!!

my back pain..
very pain..
my father want me to carry this cupboard..
i say pain, he smile..
i straight f him and walk away..
halo..
i am poh cheng keong..
no matter who,
i will scold..

CccccBbbbb..
my back...

pain..
my back..
since year 2002,
it has not been good..
today,
the feeling is back..
it hurts so much..



pain..
the pain is.....
onli myself noe..



in the end,
nobody will understand the pain..
its still about myself again..


Work tml..
no too heavy thing for me..

tired, exhausted, shag.
first break = slp
second break = eat, watch movie, slp
really didnt do anything.
thnks citra for doin ppt.

FYP team.
lol!
after so much things happend.
back to 3.
no new members.

came back hm and coma.
from 530 to 10.
i duno y so tired.
but just eyes very heavy.
very sian.

its still very much proven.
doesnt pay to be kind.
People, believe me.
dun be kind.
ppl onli see u as a nuisance.

i oso sore throat.
SHUT!

present = headache.
yong quan's present = mild headache.
amanda's present = biggest headache.

*plus
FYP team another headache.
scared ppl bastard,
last min dun want to join and etc..

cb cb cb cb cb cb..
soon,
i am goin to suffer from hair loss.

FUCK!!!

and cb,
u spoil my day!

eerie incident number 2..

my aunty came my hse today..
she told me,
tt day when she came,
nobody at home..
onli ah ma n her..
then she went into ah gong room.
ask ah gong want water anot?
he say yes,
but pour 2 cups.
my aunty ask him back,
y, he very thirsty huh?
he say no,
he wants to share with his fren..

FREAK OUT.....

lucky this nv happened to me..
if not i faint..

we know ah gong is near to end,
so he got the ability to see "fren"..

according to ah ma,
all his last time drinking frens all byebye le..
left him nia..
pls, my ah gong frens..
talk to him outside the window,
DUN COME INSIDE MY HSE
or even try to open my hse door..

huat ar!!!

new year new year!!!
new year but like same to me lehh.
haha!

1st of jan..
got family outing..
hire bus somemore..
sister so happy tell me..
i tot go where..
kns..
cementry..
all the graves pic staring at me..
storching sun, quiet environment..
after burning the joss paper,
CHIONG ar!!
all go take cold water then rush into the aircon bus..
but by then,
all the ladies faces red red le..
HAHA..

buffet after that..
nice..

nicer thing is,
uncle gave me n sister:
a martel.
a 21 years chivas regal palm bottle.
both he kept at least 15 years..
martel i open on the spot, share with ppl lor..
the taste is nice..
no wonder ppl say the older the liquor the better it is..
as for the 21 years chivas, keep lah..
where also cant find it anymore..
nice leh..

aimless in this tuesday afternoon.
i shall continue to slp..
becoz sch starting again..
tts mean i cant slp anymore.
i shall gather more slp time
before everyday is sch, work, sch, work.

new year resolution: none.
i want to acheieve things, but i cant say any..
so. none.