9.27.2011

From couple back to friend.
how much my heart ache...
how much i want to tell u that i love u so much..

when u told me ure sick,
i just wanna rush down just to take a look at u...

i cant.
its not the same anymore.. i hold my emotion.
i miss u the most...

no matter what happened,
ure the 1 i love most... n ure oso the 1 who hurt me the most...


Take good care ya..
my heart is painful, but i have to just slowly, gradually, let u go.....

9.25.2011

i'm back after nearly 3 yrs of absent from this space.
i believe no1 will be reading this anymore le.
but nonetheless, let here be a place for me to talk all my feelings.....

i tot u will be my wife, the only 1 i want to take care of forever,
u choose to leave...
i cried for 1 whole day. i din talk to anyone. i ask myself why...
i duno...
my heart ache soooo much, this will forever be the worst pain ever.
i let u go... i din not wan to question myself or u.
i know it takes 1 reason to be together and 1000 to break up.
From my painful heart, i hope u will be happy always..
any point of time, pls rmb theres me that always wanted to want to care n love u.

I tot life will be good, if i strive hard, work hard and etc, i'm wrong.
reality sucks. $$$ is still the most impt factor.
i swear, i will not be rich, i will be flirty rich.

Good bye, good night pk.