this is wat i am at NTUC today..
do i still need to explain???

hmmm..
like wat i mentioned in my nick,
i will be playin soccer soon.....
in another 11 more days...
sooo guys.. warn u all again.. go do some training...
for me:
1)joggin and more joggin..
2)juggling
3)passing
i think enuff le..
saw my fren leh.. last time play against him b4..
i seriously think i better..
guess wat?
he playing for geylang prime league now..
i still the same..
life is funny!!!
recently i feel rather weak...
i think maybe not enuff slp ba..
haiiii....
sentosa on sat
kbox on sun
there goes my wkend....
how to rest?!?!?!?!?!
zzzzzzzzzzzzz...
bye!

what are all the 18 yrs old doing??
study? playing? gaming? shopping?
i am doing all these..
but every time, i have to do something extra..
cleaning my ah gong..
today is my worst day..
i cry.... really... i broke down le..
PCK cry? haha! wat a joke!!
imagine cleaning my ah gong..
always soo smelly..
if he shit, he makes sure the whole toilet is mess up..
pail of water all shit inside, from white to yellow..
toilet bowl all harden shit..
i have to clean it with usually my bare hands..
tell my dad, he also say, wat can we do?
just now got sooo fed up i carry him into the room.
he hold on to the window..
imagine a 90plus, 100kg man holding on to sth..
then i using force to carry him away..
actually i sprain my back afew times alrdy...
but i nv tell any1... and i need to go work n carry things..
the smell always make me feel like vomiting.. but i also tolerate..
but today..
today i suddenly feel so weak and tired..
finally broke down... superman down... really down.......
and i just finish my whole full bottle of martel..
frankly speaking, i forgot wat is drunk le....
i just want to be like u all..
study, work, play, slack and enjoy everyday..
but smelly shit keep surrounding me..
fuck.
dun tell me about filial..
i dont think any1 have the right to talk to me about this word!
NO comments NEEDED.
i just want to slp now..
my life.. so tired, so painful, so shit-ty....

Beware of cashiers at NTUC!!!
this entry will be boring. But I so angry!! Must write!!!
Cheebye aunty!!! GEK LOO the name bah!!
Knnbccb!!!
I nv see such ppl before!!!
I was very guai doing my work, drinks...
Then she walks to me asking whats the item on offer?
She show me the receipt then I bring her go lor..
But she says the price wrong… diff from the advertisement...
Then I go see the advertisemet... it's the same!!!
COKE 15+3 pack...
CORRECT!!!
Then she continue saying NO! coke is diff from coca cola...
Wtf!!! The price label put there "COKE"...
Then ask her just refund for the customer lor...
Then I tot nth happned le.. go inside throw rubbish...
Surprise!!!
She points at me!!! "all ur fault, lidat will sabo me he buy from TM..."
Cheebye!!!
Like I noe!!
Fire liao lor...
I say together go find the chief cashier lor...
They went out then I continue my work..
Cheebye.. I go out do work she still wants to argue tt coke is diff from coca cola!
I mean...
Firstly, I duno where the customer buy from...
Secondly, I got no clue what happened...
Thirdly, I onli noe coke is coke, coke is coca cola.. the item is the same thing...
Fourthly, y must she points finger at me say my fault n blah blah blah!!!
Cheebye rite???
Fire lor...
If refund money will cause tt cheebye to pay $$ then I pay lah..
65 cents!!! Cmon lah aunty..
But not $$$ issue leh...
Sad to say, the chief cashier, my gd fren, also didn’t do anything!!!
Fuck!!!
If she is stupid and ignorant, pls dun maligned me lah...
now tt cheebye is BROADCASTING news!!!
Dun care.. reputation dun bother me...
I tot when my fren die, my girl left me, I have learnt enuff!
But I was WRONG!!!
I must learn how to avoid ARROW!!!
Second time le..
First time is by the another chief cashier...
Saying me things tt I NV DO AT ALL!!!
SO..
I learnt 2 new things ytd:
1) avoid cashiers
2) coke is diff from coca cola.. lol!
Soooooo... is coke diff from coca cola???
Fucking cheebye...
Cheebye cheebye cheebye cheebye cheebye cheebye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahha!!! finally!! i am back blogging...
finally got back a $50 note back from singaporepools..
hope i can win more.. cover back my lost!!! Huat ar!!!
soo.. just another plain wednesday for me..
work, eat, slp, run, play game, slp...
hai...
same same..
becoz i lazy to go anywhere ba...
went for a job just now..
my knee feeling better.. but still some pain after awhile..
and PCK is finally going on a diet!!!
haha..
this time, i am serious!!!
for the past 3 days i ate like half the portion of my usual rice..
now 80kg..
TARGET: 75kg..
the process will be rather slow lah..
given my mouth.. haha!!!
and, i hereby swear tt after army, my back 100% sure got tattoo..
i oso noe wat to put le... wahahaha!!!
hehehe!
tonite argentina vs holland...
everybody taking holland eating ball..
i taking the opposite..
so generous of me..
take argentina give ball..
hahahaha!!!
stop here.. bye!

WorldCup turn my world upside down....
9pm to 5am i will be at Jl hse watching..
sat n wed i have to work 8pm tt means i can onli slp 1 or 2 hrs or nv slp..
the rest of the days i oso have to wake up rather early like 12 plus compare to others who
slp until so late like 2,3,4pm..
24 hours not enufff....
haiiiiiiiiiii..
the most sian thing is lose $$$....
haiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...
shld have won everythin back i lose ytd..
but in the end, we all kenna sabo by the goalpost....
the ball simply love the goalpost.. 2 matches we saw, keep hittin post..
faintttttttttttttt.........
tts means, i stop bettin awhile..
and! most impt, must select match to watch le..
if everyday lidat, i will die sia!!!!
tonite after work, watch 12mn match of france then watch 3am match of brazil!!!
i need $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$!
huat ar!!!

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May all $$$$$ flow into my pocket……

Friday:
went geylang see "chickens".. CHIO lah!!!
went lau pa sat eat.. SONG lah!!!
went changi V see "ducks".. ER XIN lah!!!
especially the ah gau wearing short skirt with the penis can see.. OMG....
Faint....
thnks Mr quek... wahahaha....

Saturday:
work..
then went east coast....
family bbq...
stand there n bbq for 5 hours.. but didnt eat much....
drink alot alot.. becoz run out of green tea..
my chivas was not dilute....
Cheers after cheers after cheers...
6 or 7 cups until i drunk... really drunk....
reach home at 1230... headache...... didnt come online....
during my slp.. dream about weird weird things.. aiyooo..........

Sunday..
despite being drunk, i managed to wake up at 730 to go for my soccer...
goin soccer i admit wasnt a clever thing...
my knee sooooo painful...
walk oso pain, bend oso pain...
uncle say maybe my bone got crack or sth...
wed maybe i go x-ray... MAYBE....
or i just leave it lor...
duno lah...
haiiiiiiiiii...
my body... always wrong time got injuries!!! for those who are concern, playin thru pain is nth to me alrdy.... dun nid pity me... i got a jian life... i wont die so easily...

nv go sch today!
i wake up in the morning knee pain, back aching..
lay down n slp again!!!
woohoo!
so wat i do at home? simple nothing!!!
just slp slp slp n slp!!!
i super sad!! my hair gone!!! now so short!!!
F!
btw..
did some exercise today.. but b4 tt, this is wat i had..

lol!!! kenna scolding by an aunty.. aunty ler!!!
the whole day watch this show.. v nice.. part 2.. who got????

later at 1030 goin changi v with quek n co..
he comes fetch me...
Nasi lemak n ah gua!!!
wahaha.. byeeeeeeeeeeeee

nv work morning..
MC sure die half..
becoz today wed.... most bz day...
hhmmm...
seen the social worker for my ah gong..
now depends on the family le..
i think i can be doctor le..
i can do wat they do...
i push my ah gong in..
they ask him how are u..
then they read from paper..
say my ah gong condition..
TTS ALL!!!
and we pay sooooooooo like 50 plus...
wtf.....
wei... dun charge so much leh.....
medicine oso give the same thing..
lucky, i nv go collect.. if not waste $$ again...
woohoo!!!


thnks sherlyn for the timezone treat... haha..
U will have to treat me!!!

finally.. my knee is aching AGAIN...
sian!!! pain until i walk oso limp... canot bend...
i decide to dedicate this entry to all my soccer mates...
3) samuel: can run.. recently converted to keeper...
somehow stop the ball.. i believe he not lucky.. has been on form for few wks le..
5)eugene: national fencing.. nth to complain about his stamina and endurance..
need to pass the ball faster and learn how to dribble.
6)poh keong: fattest of all.. no stamina, no speed, nth..
but a stomach of experience and the best passer.. woohoo!!!
8)jun teck:best stamina, fierce, can run, can shoot..
pls learn to be a team player... has not play for 6 mths.. injured.. i still waiting for his return.
9)kok chong: the player i put in most effort...
from a bo bo shooter to now a uncompromise defender.. gd!
10)yongquan: excellent long legs.. dribble and placing the shot..
but duno how to make full use of his body.. tend to dribble with ball infront of him.
11)fadhil:holds the ball well, shoot with both legs.. good!
must learn to run and be calm.. i scold him the most...
13)rafi: hard in tackle, my man in midfield. holdin my team well.
TEND to hold on the ball for TOO long.. chui!!! always lost ball.. faint.....
14)junlong:best keeper, superb agility, hardworkin defender..
need better understandin of the game... learn to relax..
22)jason: can play anywhere..
more confident pls...
0)ah girl/bob/alvin: my most impt player.. speed/shooting.. its him to get goals..
more passin pls.. dun fight so often!!
we play together for 2 yrs plus le..
can see out playin style le..
learn to be more calm, relax and compose..
we can play well and we will..
i want to bring out the best of every1..
i will keep scolding and naggin...
till then.. i will go heal my knees first...

time to blog liao..
haha..
Soccer.. this team of mine is getting better and better..
after sooo much of my nagging n scolding they show more understandin btw each other le..
v good!!
winning and keep winning but we need to play with bigger heart..
show more enthu and commitment...
if its a tackle, put whole body n soul on tt tackle.. dun worry so much...
after soccer today, this is my breakfast/lunch:
my FAV pig organ soup!!!

after 10 mins:

gone..
hahaha.. play soccer 1 day, whole body ache 5 days... damn chui...
comin wk will be dumpling and more dumpling..
wooohooo..
wait.. b4 i go.. who is this hard gay in my tagboard???
jap not bad ar..
will blog again.. bye!!!

i hope he will be gone soon..
not i want to curse him or be bad..
causin too many probs for us..
too many.....

i hate physic the most..
simply hate it...
but now, as an engineering student...
PHYSIC is everything!!!
now doin this stupid duno watever.. sooo maths lor..
then later UT is physic.. i am pretty sure i will fail...
i ask frens le..
they oso got alot of ?????????????????
KNN!!!
work is better than sch..
at least dun nid to think so much....
why so serious in life? when no1 survive thru it alive?
happy can le!!!
woohoo!

i sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy today...
becoz i play so well today..
pass ball lah, run like mad..
ppl kick me, i kick ppl but got up and kick again!!
wooooooohoooooooooooo...
Pck Style!!!
but when i reach home, i then notice my legs all blue black..
haha!
nvm! happy can le!!!
woooooooooohoooooooo...

hahaha..
i am good boy.. last night i slp at 9pm..
AMAZING!!!
then wake up 730, change and go work..
today everybody got alot of motivation to work..
because:
1) not much to do
2) pang not scoldin anybody
3) got a pretty pretty promoter.. 20 yrs old!!
woohoo!!!
after buyin 4D come home, bath, eat now want to go slp le..

my back like got this electric passin by pain...
i v scared... sway sway like last time again.. i will die!!!
but tml morning soccer as usual lah.. whaha..

u know those elderly shit and urine all v smelly...
now my ah gong is bed bound...
dad n me must help me bath and change..
the shit and urine sooooooo smelly..
sisters and mother all on the fan to the strongest...
but i still chewing my rice while changing for him..
OMG!!! am i sick or i just got too used to the smell le??
but seriously, the smell is damn terrible....
AM I SICK???????????

i soooooooooooooooooooo slpy.....
ytd nv slp at all..
went jl hse watch soccer.. after tt went home change, bath and go sch le...
after sch, work...... slp at 12 plus lidat.. then wake up 550..
5 hrs of slp...
wat the FUCK!!!
where got enuff..
come sch so shag..
want to pon wan.. but in the end nv... decided to stay and be a good boy...
problem today so hard..
every1 gave up alrdy... i long ago gave up.. hahaha!!!
today really a free loader....
i so sian!!!!!
presentation haven start....
now fightin any chances wif cousin to get rid of the M cards....
call, call and more call...
sherlyn u have to pay 10% of my bill this month..
thnks!!!
now:
i want sch to end as early as possible..
i will chiong home..
then......................
SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lose 1 win 1..
today overall win $8..
zzzzz...
need to slp le..
hope later soccer can be a great game.....
i cant be a gd bf...
i can be a really gd fren..
its true...
my fav song for now..
Eason - quan shi jie shi mian..
http://www.st020.com/playmusic/{B515F132-4FF2-4DA8-9227-22549A0B6C5D}.htm
i listen for more than 30 times in 2 days le..
CRAZY!!!

i let some rocks and stones down my shoulder... rather relieved..
poor wai harng.. work until lidat... 1 hr pass onli.. he alrdy rottin..
he chat with me...
but things got disgusting....
he was tellin me a funny joke about his colleague..
about pubic hair...
PCK: "why dun he plait the pubic hair!"
both: "haha!"
harng: "why dun he gel them together.."
pck: "if gel means spike, wat underwear to wear sia? if not later all the hair drop flat"
harng: "wear those ah ma ah ma underwear.."
both: "hahahahaha!!!!"
harng:"somemore those flower flower type.. stretch alrdy got the PAIK sound"
hahahahahahahahahahah!!!
tts wat happened when harng n me got together..
miss the PG times when we crap and terror everybody everytime.......

i so shag these few days.. i wondering y..
soooo tired!!!!
today soccer was fantasic..
watch MI3.. nice....
nite went to chalet of my cousin bday..
go there help her bbq... i am famous for bbq now..
i ate 5 chicken wings and drunk 2 cans of beer..
tts all...
i want to slp asap..
haizzzz....
sooooooo many things to consider at the back of my brain...
how? who can help me?????
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
F!

friday:
after sch, chiong home and sleep for 40 mins..
bath, change and go out for dinner..
bob's treat... hahha!!! we eat soooo many rice...
after eating, all go home, change, pack up, go changi beach club there fishin and bbq..
haha!!! we reach the exact location at 1015 lidat..
hmmm.. once in a while go there oso gd.. relax.. frens together talk cock.. bbq.. eat...
brilliant idea of jl to bring a slpin mat.. we lay down n rest. look at the dark sky.. holdin chk wing!!
haha!!!

as we were crappin and luffin.. playing..
i ran to the middle of all heads.. FART!!! hahaha.. everybody runnin in all directions..
hahhaa!! another joke is the jay's song.. shan RU hai.. hahaha!! we luff until tears come out..
haha!! tts really so fun.. killing fish, eating it fresh... i mean bbq lah..
about 315 lidat, mr kind quek came n fetch me in his taxi..
me, gene, jl, yq and harry home!!!

sat: went to work at 745 after 3 hrs of slp onli..
after work.. chiong home, change, bath, eat and out to SENTOSA...
with bob, gene, jason, jl and chok chong..
so weird sia.. go there at 3 plus..
go there watch the biys from brazil.. we were really amaze by their skills..
then we play our own match there lor.. play until half way, lidat,

haizzz.. its my legs again.. fuck.. lucky i bring my own cream..
after that.. we go watch the final match.. spore win brazil??
ya.. they play smelly.. anyhow whack.. no skill nothing.. pushin the brazillian to nowhere..
hmm..
then faster go take the shelter bus... at the departure there.. fuck.. sooo long..
i have to walk to the hawker again.. for the 2nd time.. haizzz.. last time oso go...
reach there.. wet.. sweaty.. eat like 7th mth lidat. i eat hor fun n chk rice.. but the chk..
taste like rubber.. so hard.. so digusting.. kaozzzz...

sun:
slp, eat, slp then go work.. slp..
first time becoz of injury nv go soccer.. record...

today..
heard my ah gong got crack bone..
high blood pressure...
temporary cant walk...
i see myself very much like him.. cant walk...
after sch.. chiong home.. then play soccer..
sweat abit..
pls note:
am i so bad?
when i go to the park, i saw from far a grp of malays smokin there..
once i step in and play, all run..
i so bad???
history::: few yrs back, i was playing soccer.. 5 malays smokin at the side of the court..
i ask them dun smoke they refuse.. i go up challenge them lor...
1 vs 5 and i won... thats when i was young n notorious.. from then on.. no1 dare to smoke there when i play...
and yet the history remains....